Exhaustion is the only word I have right now. Everything hurts...my feet, my head, my heart, my everything.
Hubby is doing very well in recovery. Still in ICU, but progressing very well. Like I keep telling him, as long as the surgeon and nurses are happy, then so am I.
My sister stayed with Grace on Monday and Tuesday. They made crafts for Daddy----a sign that Grace scribbled on that reads "I Love You Daddy. Feel Better". The picture of her holding the sign is framed and on the table in ICU. So precious.
Since this process started, I havent spent too much time with Grace. While Hubby is in ICU, I hate leaving the hospital. But now I am feeling guilty. She hhas my parentss but shouldnt I be spending time reassuring her that everything is ok? But how do I do that when I need to be with Hubby at the hospital to reassure myself?!? I am having a hard time figuring out how to manage it all.. Oh yeah, I need to take care of me too!
But the good news is that Hubby is doing great!